Officially ended

It's officially ended before it's begun. I'm not regret everything that I've done these few months.

No effort is useless, and one mistake doesn't make me a sinner. I have reasons tho, it makes me relieved that God finally answered my prayers. Even though they're good people, and I love them like I love my family, but i can't live with them anymore. Especially when my pride is broken, well call me selfish but those words are hurting me.

I'm sad, when i shouldn't. I knew it's not going to work. Some people said that bad decisions brings you to the right places, well amen to that.

Lessons learned : you can't fix what's already broken, sometimes it's better to let them fall apart until someone put it back together like it used to....

I have no idea who's gonna be that someone, but i still have a faith. Hope that he can put the pieces back, makes me happy, appreciate me, hope he's really a good man... I'm waiting for that moment to come, i don't know when, where, and who. Well, goodbye monkey...