Fear

I'm done dealing with the fear of being alone and lonely. However, being lonely is one of the best feeling tho. You know your self more, you appreciate yourself. Of course some people would call you selfish and egomaniac, but who cares?!

But now this situation makes me thinking a lot. Makes me realize that i'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid of starting a new relationship, i have trust issues, I'm insecure.
God i hate this feeling. :(