Fear

I'm done dealing with the fear of being alone and lonely. However, being lonely is one of the best feeling tho. You know your self more, you appreciate yourself. Of course some people would call you selfish and egomaniac, but who cares?!

But now this situation makes me thinking a lot. Makes me realize that i'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid of starting a new relationship, i have trust issues, I'm insecure.
God i hate this feeling. :(

WHY?

WHY KEEP I CHASING HIM? AND HE'S CHASING ME BACK? WHY DON'T WE STOP HURTING EACH OTHER?

It's true that a few action can't describe by words. And not everyone can understand, even yourself.

BECAUSE OF LOVE, BECAUSE I KNOW NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME LIKE YOU DO. IT'S HURT BUT I ENJOY SPENDING MY TIME WITH YOU.

Maybe that's what he thought. Maybe......... Still i have no idea what to do next