the worst thing. ever.

The way you treated me, the way you said you love me so much

Within a month, i'm the happiest girl ever. 

And then you've changed, without telling me why and I have no idea what to do

day by day, you've gone further.

become a stranger

Until thursday, you told me that we're done. You say you're sorry.

the worst thing is, you say you love me so much.

damn.

This is why i don't believe in that L-word anymore. 

I can't explain what i really feel right now.

it hurts, it hurts me, body and soul.

for almost 4 years, i forgot how it feels like.

and it's happening right now, right here.

you left me without explanations.

Are you feeling the same way too?

i guess not.

I shall be more silent and cold-hearted than you are now, and i wish i could hate you.
Thank you for the amazing month, for the birthday surprise. And for making me feel like I'm the happiest girl ever.

Thank you so much!